Thursday, May 3, 2007 ?

Many things happened within a week, one thing after another & it gets even bigger than before. Yesterday was by far, my lowest point in life. I thought I wouldn't be able to pull through.. I was sick & weak. Thankfully, my friends were with me through it all & you.. who spent almost the entire day trying to change my decision. I'm glad everything is fine & that things are getting back to normal.

To this best friend of mine: I am fine now. Do not worry & do not ever blame yourself for this predicament of mine. I'm glad we've cleared the misunderstanding between us. & thank you for being my listening ear... I love you.

To my friends: I'm sorry I've made you all worried all these while. I'm thankful, really thankful, that I've got a bunch of good friends who stood by me, advising me, cheering me up, talking sense into my head, lending me many shoulders to cry on & lastly, be with me throughout this ordeal. I felt very touched when some of you do not even expect me to go into details about the matter but just showed me care, concern & love. I'm really guilty when you all shed tears for me, but at the same time, I felt blessed. I can't express how thankful I am for everything which you girls did. I am really touched. Thank you, my dear friends. A big hug for all of you. I love you all!

To you: I'm glad everything is fine. I'm sorry we had to come to this but at least, it made you learnt something & it made me learnt something as well. Probably, this is all God's work & He is working his will on me, on us. There were too many coincidences - one matter after another, a matter which happened so long ago got digged up by mere chance & all these happened during holidays where I could take the time to think it through. Probably He wants to test me & if I managed to surpass this ordeal, the journey which lies ahead of me will be a smooth one. I believed that our relationship is a blessed one & hence, with God's blessing together with our faith, if we can walk through this together, we will have a beautiful future. It will be tough on you to walk this arduous journey, but do not lose hope. I am happy to know how much you love me, how much you need me, how much you want me, how much effort you put into this relationship in order to salvage it & how desperate you were when you tried talking me round. I can see, I can tell, I can feel & I am glad. This was something which I never expected from you... but you kept assuring me, trying to convince me. & since I've nothing to lose, I will give you that last bit of hope & trust. Time will tell. I love you. (:

I will be strong. I will be fine in no time. I will be back to my normal self soon. I will gain back the weight which I've lost so drastically & I will be happy. (:

What a feeling!

La Femme
CARMEN LUM MUN YEE
Call me "Princess Carmen" (:
Going Twenty One on March 20th
MSN: ask me.

Marsiling Pri. & Sec. School
Calvary Academy(ACE)
Ngee Ann Polytechnic - CHS (Year 3)

~~Single~~ ; Attached to:
Christopher Sim Wei Jin

YMY LOVELIES
* Daddy,Mummy & Lil bro
* My dearest baby love
* My bestie,Cynthia
* My girls: PeiJin,Janice,PeiJun & Pammie
* My CHS CLASSMATES!!
* ALL my friends!(:

YALL TIME LOVE
* Dancing
* Pink color
* Leopard prints!
* Branded apparels & bags
* Bling bling
* Mango (fruit)
* Lollipops&Chocos
* Baby winnie & minnie mouse!
* LAKSA!
* Caramel custard

ABHORES
* Insincere,unloyal & hypocrite friends
* Being cheated!
* Girls with skimpy outfit &/or stuck up attitude
* Sour plum

YDESIRES
* A long lifetime with my dearest loveY
* A pair of Levis/CK skinny jeans
* A pink laptop & pink mouse
* A very pretty & limited edition Adidas jacket
* A good&pretty pink handphone
* Many bags!
* More A&F Tees
* Dior/Guess watch
* That Guess leopard prints bag!

ARCHIVES!
April 2007 May 2007 June 2007

Dar-Links
? Qiao Lin
? Janice
? Yi Ting
? Karmene
? Hui Jun
? Mavis
? Bozonut Annie
? Xiaxue
? Dawn Yang
? Vivian