Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ?
I had been away from blogger for quite some time. Well, actually a longgg time!
Many a times, I thought to myself: "It's time to blog, Carmen!".
As much as I'd like to update my dear friends of how I am coping with my life and all, it seems the longer I stay away, it's getting harder for me to just come and blog about something new when I've been gone for god knows how long!
I need some motivation people! Show me some loveeeeeeee (;
I hope everyone has been well and hasn't missed me too much ya! :p
Many things happened and before I knew it, BAM! The week is coming to an end.
I had a pretty bad week.
I could go on and on about why it was bad, but nah, I won't.
Go figure, use your imagination. That's what it is for, yes?
At least for now, I'm glad it is and can only get better than before.
Start of a new week, start of something new for me. (:
I've changed my blog address, obviously for a reason and a purpose.
If you know why, good.
Otherwise, don't bother asking.
Well, this is just a short update to assure those who cared that I am fine.
For the time being, at least. (:
Food for thought.
I've heard this before but forgot what are the exact words and all.
A little changes here and there, but the meaning remains intact.
Here goes, especially to my dear Karmene:
So you've wondered a thousand what ifs, but this one you can't let go.
The doubt, the query, the question mark, the sigh, the uncertainty, the cold.
You grasp at all the possibilities, you wonder till you cry.
But it doesn't make letting go any easier on you.
You're slumped onto the ground of your conciousness.
You wish you didn't have to feel this way because in the end, every moment has a meaning, and every meaning has its significance.
And you know thats all you need to know..
Perhaps that's all you'll ever need to know.
Disappointment is a one way street towards motivation.
Don't stick yourself in the middle of it and try to make your way back to where you have begun. The motivation might bring you somewhere.. Somewhere else.
You grasp at all the possibilities, you sing one heartfelt song.
But it doesn't make saying goodbye any easier.
You're slumped onto the ground of your conciousness.
You wish you didn't have to feel this way because in the end, every missed door, opens a new one.
You wish you didn't have to feel this way because in the end, every end is a new beginning.
And you know cliches usually run true..
Really,
Cliches usually run true.
I hope you will pick yourself up soon and find the happiness which you so deserve. You really deserve to be happy, you know
you deserve it. (:
To
my dearest love:
I know you will always be mine, till the end of time.
It's not enough.
If I can..
I will lock you up in my heart, then thrust the key with all my might into the deep waters of Bermuda Triangle.
Now I can know for sure, that you will always be mine,
my one and only love. (:
What a feeling!
La Femme
CARMEN LUM MUN YEE
Call me "Princess Carmen" (:
Going
Twenty One on
March 20th
MSN: ask me.
Marsiling Pri. & Sec. School
Calvary Academy(ACE)
Ngee Ann Polytechnic - CHS (Year 3)
Single ; Attached to:
Christopher Sim Wei Jin
YMY LOVELIES
* Daddy,Mummy & Lil bro
* My dearest baby love
* My bestie,Cynthia
* My girls: PeiJin,Janice,PeiJun & Pammie
* My CHS CLASSMATES!!
* ALL my friends!(:
YALL TIME LOVE
* Dancing
* Pink color
* Leopard prints!
* Branded apparels & bags
* Bling bling
* Mango (fruit)
* Lollipops&Chocos
* Baby winnie & minnie mouse!
* LAKSA!
* Caramel custard
ABHORES
* Insincere,unloyal & hypocrite friends
* Being cheated!
* Girls with skimpy outfit &/or stuck up attitude
* Sour plum
YDESIRES
* A long lifetime with my dearest love
Y
* A pair of Levis/CK skinny jeans
* A pink laptop & pink mouse
* A very pretty & limited edition Adidas jacket
* A good&pretty pink handphone
* Many bags!
* More A&F Tees
* Dior/Guess watch
* That Guess leopard prints bag!
ARCHIVES!
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
Dar-Links
? Qiao Lin
? Janice
? Yi Ting
? Karmene
? Hui Jun
? Mavis
? Bozonut Annie
? Xiaxue
? Dawn Yang
? Vivian